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Something I have been working on lately is learning to count my blessings. And, you know, there are a lot more than I thought just a couple short weeks ago. A couple weeks ago I had too much on my plate (some of it was put on my plate by me, so I really can't lay blame anywhere for that one. I mean,  I CAN say 'no' sometimes. I just really dislike doing it. So, I overload myself instead. You know? Please tell me I am not the only one...). It cause a giant emotional crash and ended up hurting me and those around me emotionally. And, I don't want to go back to that place. So, I am working to focus on the good, correcting my thought processes, communicating better, healing my core (part of my problem is not feeling strong enough to even do basic, everyday things.), and washing myself daily in God's word. 1. My very first favorite thing is spending time with my husband. He is my best friend. I really miss him a lot when he isn't home. After all, I married him beca...

I recently posted in a group about something very close to my heart and I was hurt by a lot of the responses which prompted me to look for areas in my life that still needed healing. I guess there’s probably more than just the topic of the post and the hurts that came with that part of my life to work through. But, I thought I would start writing out some of my thoughts. I think it might help me process.  So, to follow will be some senseless ramblings from my heart.  There are still lies and fears holding me back from being free. I'm not exactly sure what they are. But, I am planning to ask God to show me and empower me to face them head on. I don't even know where to start because I have kinda just been surviving the last few months (ok, a year or more). The whole twin thing threw my into this whirlwind. I feel like I have just rolled from one punch to the next, gotten back up and rolled again. I have fought with myself, I have fought with my husband, I have fough...