To Share or Not to Share

 I’ve struggled with how to write this. If I should even share it. When I should share it. But here I am. Writing and sharing it. So, here goes. 

Once again, I find myself leaning into God’s strength to make it through each day. He has carried me as my energy is severely lacking. The simple act of switching laundry leaves me feeling drained as if I have done a full day of deep cleaning the house. Taking a shower leaves me winded and exhausted. My skin has been erupting into rashes and my body has aches. It’s not contagious. No one else has gotten any of this. Doctors are helping piece the puzzle together and there’s no official diagnosis. Lupus was brought up by the urgent care doctor, but she didn’t have the tools to diagnose there. Upon further research, we realized that all of the pieces fit, although it isn’t official. The diagnosis through a traditional doctor would require ruling out a myriad of other things too. But, Lupus would explain so many of my health struggles for so long. After working with a Kinesiologist and Natural Health Doctor, we discovered some things. 

1. My adrenals, thyroid, liver, kidneys, joints, gallbladder, skin, endocrine system, and gut are all in need of support.  

2. Some of the things I have been doing are spot on. But, quite simply not enough. 

3. There’s hope, but we don’t know how long until wellness or energy might be restored. It’s most likely going to be a long road. My body quite simply needs rest. Like, a lot of rest. Lower stress, more joy, and some nutrients and supplements to support my body in healing. 

Our family covets your prayers as we walk this road. Pray for:

💙 My husband who is doing a lot more these days. He has always done a ton! But, he is faithfully loving me through this. Helping around the house thinking of ways to support and care for our family. Lovingly setting me free from the guilt I pile onto myself when I just can’t do it all.

💙 My kids. That this doesn’t affect them negatively. That God protects their hearts and uses it for their good.

💙 For me to trust God with each and every day and for healing for my body. I would love to be able to do all the things again. But, if that’s not in the plans God has for me, pray that I have the strength to do what is needed and the wisdom to know what to prioritize each day. 

“do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4:6-7‬ ESV